Yes..its Friday...but its not freaky friday but why the word freakin' friday keep on ringing in my ears...hadoii
I'm still in the office...just tapping away on my notebook...sunyi jer...there's a few of us here..finishing our day's work.Its not that I'm not looking forward to the weekend but I just need that moment of peace and quiet...enjoying the stillness...there's the distance sound of the LRT swishing through the track and the traffic & cars honking...small distance beeping sound...bliss??
I'm breathing quietly...hey I could fall asleep now if I continue taking slow deep breath....
Too fast ...too furious... the hours just keep on tickin'..
Sunday, 28 April 2013
Tuesday, 23 April 2013
Down with dengue fever-Allah's way of answering your doa?
Was down with dengue fever a couple of weeks ago..Rasa macam nak mati pun ada....sungguh tak sangka...habis sakit sakit semua sendi..sakit kepala janagan cakap la...One morning, I was crying in pain and I ask my dear Hubby to recite some verses and make the pain go away..my head felt like its about to explode....Tears at the corner of my eye when I told him, please forgive me and halalkan makan minum I...I ni dah nak mati ke?that was my exact word..
The fever went on and off..the pain is so unbearable..and towards the end of the week, I was vomiting anything that goes in and goes out in just a couple of minutes..I was so damn weak..I was prying hard that I sempat tunggu my eldest son Ariff to come home for school holidays...
On Friday, my gut feeling says no more waiting, 3rd blood test shows that the platelet continously decreasing..so I packed my bags and drag my dear hubby Iman to Gleneagles hospital..Another blood test shows that I'm positive with dengue...Since there's no specific medication for dengue, I was on drip..and rest...
You see..a couple of weeks ago, I was at the verge of breaking down..I have reach my breaking point!I was too tired being Team Leader for one after another audit since last year..My Boss who just came back from her maternity leave is breathing down my neck.There's re-structuring in the office and I am now the Account Manager for a portfolio instead of audit consultant- more responsibilities..
It was a hell of experience..a lawyer doing internal auditing?its something of a switch..but I took the challenge to expose myself to other set of work..People says that challenge as actually within u..You have to challenge youself...at the end of the day, its not whether you win or accept the defeat but how much you can stand...
A two weeks break to rest and think...Allah's way of answering my prayers and doa...to please show me the best way..
The fever went on and off..the pain is so unbearable..and towards the end of the week, I was vomiting anything that goes in and goes out in just a couple of minutes..I was so damn weak..I was prying hard that I sempat tunggu my eldest son Ariff to come home for school holidays...
On Friday, my gut feeling says no more waiting, 3rd blood test shows that the platelet continously decreasing..so I packed my bags and drag my dear hubby Iman to Gleneagles hospital..Another blood test shows that I'm positive with dengue...Since there's no specific medication for dengue, I was on drip..and rest...
You see..a couple of weeks ago, I was at the verge of breaking down..I have reach my breaking point!I was too tired being Team Leader for one after another audit since last year..My Boss who just came back from her maternity leave is breathing down my neck.There's re-structuring in the office and I am now the Account Manager for a portfolio instead of audit consultant- more responsibilities..
It was a hell of experience..a lawyer doing internal auditing?its something of a switch..but I took the challenge to expose myself to other set of work..People says that challenge as actually within u..You have to challenge youself...at the end of the day, its not whether you win or accept the defeat but how much you can stand...
A two weeks break to rest and think...Allah's way of answering my prayers and doa...to please show me the best way..
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