Luqman

I had the scare of my life when Luqman went missing after we had our late lunch at Johhnny's in One Utama Shopping Centre.It was on Wesak day,can u imagine the crowd on a public holiday.I could feel my blood drained from my face.I tried to calm myself but panicked slowly creeping up to me. How could I not have that feeling with all the child kidnapping ,molesting and murder everywhere now in Malaysia and the world in general.I think people are gettin' sick everyday.The minutes felt like an hour to me.

He was playing with Iddin,then I came over and pick up Iddin while he was lingering near my feet.A few chinese girls were joining them as well.When I looked down,he was missing.We looked all over for him in the restaurant and outside the sidewalk but he was no where to be seen.I was shouting calling his name and nearly down to tears when Nurudin called me,Mommie!Luqman's here, telling me that Luqman's just appeared from nowhere and with Papa now.

I walked towards him and kneel down asking him where did he go?He was making me worried.He told me that he felt nauseous so he went to the loo and vomitted in the toilet.Told him,next time,just tell me or "kakak"(the maid) or Papa,so that we could accompany him.Please dont do that again.I was relieved and kiss him so many times.I was wobbly actually but have to keep my composure.

We went out that that day to watch "Speed Racer" movie,Hubby bring them to movies while I accompany my mom in law to buy her underthings and shoes.Luqman followed to the movies but he suddenly felt quesy and vomitted.I still cannot figure out why is he having all this vomitting till now.After I changed his shirt,he decided not to joined his brothers.I took him to the toilet whenever he felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.I guess he must have love the sink coz it was designed for his size.

For a three a year,he speaks well and he behave like an adult and he's very brave.Oh he's such a drama queen as well.What I'm afraid of is all my kids are very friendly and not afraid of strangers.They wrm up very easily.

When he was asleep that night,I keep on kissing him,hugging him close.I was really really scared.
I cannot sleep thinking the few minutes ordeal really make my heart stops beating.....my children are my precious...